Short update.
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Alright, here to say goodbye to all. I going Malaysia for 1day tmr i wil be back.Don't miss me too much yeah!(: LOVES and MISSES!
  -PIGGY,BUDGETLOVER(s),NAAY,DEAREST,DIDI,PAPA& EVERYONE!:o 

Everything change!
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Yup, i can't believe that everything changes so fast ao fast. Things can happen ytd and gone today. It's like damn fast can. And yes, it's 1 month plus without you. Yeah, i can't deny that i still love you as deep as before. This few days i was thinking back about those past time where those sweet memorise are still going on. But sigh, everything just came to an END without a words. You left me untold and it's a fullstop(..) ]': Now, i could only contniue my life alone. So yeah, hope you do takecare of yourself when i am not by your side anymore. No more.. Thanks for the sweet memorise you given me in this 46days(': I'll be fine i guess and i doubt so.

   B,all i wanted is your forgive-ness D': 

Enjoyy my outing with that Szb:MINMIN! :o
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Compass-->B.Street-->Shopping mall-->B.Junction-->home
Yeah, finally went some shopping over at Bugis. Happy happy!(': But but BUT, one day is not enough man! I wanna save money and go SHOPPING again! (: (Promise) Alright, i only brought 3shirt and 1 watch for myself. And, i'm so god damn happy becasue i finally brought my everlast tank top! (Thumb up and wink!:] ) Hehe, i'm so in love with it! Probably will be buying one more? Maybe uh. Neoprint next. Woo, this was the first time in my secondary school life that i took neoprint. It's been 3years when i last taken with my friends. After everything it's time for me to go home)': (I don't wanna go home) Lol! But, by cork or by crook i need to be home by 9! Bloody ass hole! Regrated lots!D: Shall bear with this doom for 6months then!

  THANKS EVELYN.T FOR TODAY! (L) 

1 More day to go!(':
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Was left at home alone and rot. Argh, all thanks to that girl-->Evelyn tan kiam min. Throw me alone at here while she is sleeping at home-.- Nevermind. Shall be a good girl and not interrupt her sleep. Best sia her wake up le still can sleep back. SLEEPING BUEATY! So i was using comp for hours just to kill time and wait for that pig to wake up. And yeah, finally she woke up! Planning where to go.. But, it's seem like there's no where we can go.. Many place need money so too bad! And and and that two stupid ass just won't get off me! I'm referring to running nose and sore throat. And sorry to both Evelyn and Shiyi. Haha, both of them are too weak only share drink with me then they kena:x Opps, no offend. Alright, i got nothing to post le.

 Thumbthumb!♥

2 More days to go!(':
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Took back physics paper today. Afterthat we ave our elective. Mdam didn't take us instead of her we have Jacky to accompany us for our outing today. Our group under 'tourisum' went to Merlion park which located near the esplande and Mount faber near sentosa. We saw 3 Merlion today. Photo will be unloaded when i get it(: Ohya, on wed our 'Mdam' taught us the meaning of 'sentosa'. It's damn funny. Here you go. So Expensive Nothing TO See Also! When everyone one of us heard this we laugh like mad. It's quite true actually:x Today went to quite number of places. School--> Merliaon park---> Mount faber--> School--> Audrey's house-->Rivermall-->PunggolPark-->Buangkok-->Home. Alright i'm tired, just taken a running nose pill so shall get some rest. And running nose just won't get away from me! Argh~

Life are short,

but it isn't easy):

3 More days to go!(':
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Give our first class outing a miss today. Thanks to my running nose and sore throat! I didn't intend to miss it as it was the first outing for 3n1 but with this two ass following me i plan not to go. Instead of going i slept at home for 14hours-.- Argh, i became a rotting apple. There's no where is can go and no one to entertain me. It's just bored i can say. Due to my bored-ness past flash back my mind again. Sigh, we everything will turn up to be like that. It's unfair i swear!

  You once said that you will takecare of me when i'm sick But now i realise it was a lie)':

4 More days to go!(':
Had our elective activities for the first day. Sometimes those word come out from our 'Mdam' can be bored till i can almost fall asleep-.- But, over all it still quite fun. Especially where we are playing group work game:D Shouted like mad with my bad sore throat:x Lalala~ Ended our elective and headed to Yishun with Evelyn & Pearlie. Walk around at Northpoint as there's nothing better for us to do. Had Subway for lunch next. Argh, shouldn't have eaten the cookies now my sore throat got even worst-.- Blame my silly-ness. Shop around and home. Slept for hours. Flu and sore throat just won't get away. Ahhh!

 Imy.

5 More days for your return(':
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Oral has past and of course exam are officially over for us! Finally i can let my study off. Delete memory in my head! Ahhh, i want shout all my feeling out. But there no where i can): Went home right after oral exams. Came home rest for 3hours and off i went for counselling. Today was the first day i went counselling alone): Though it's abit lonely but i must learn how to be imdepent[': No one will really follow me true when i gets old. Oh yeah, i must gain some indepent. Chit-chat with my counsellor and joke around. Laugh out loud! She damn funny i swear. 1hour gone and couselling is over. Off i went to have some walk. Punngol park--> Shop&save--> Home. walked for hours and decided to go home.

  I'm tired real tired.

I don't wanna fight no more. 

6 More days to go!
Something was a miss when you left S'pore. Especially your voice, action and of course your words. Aww, i'm over bored. Help,i need you. Faster come back and entertain me)': Sigh, i know it won't happen till it's reach Sunday. So i shall wait and wait alone here at home for your return(': Hope you have fun over there yeah. Takecare.

A scar is hard to heal.
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Thinking back about the past it's still hurtful. Idk why either. It's hard to let go. I tried many ways to let you go but all i do i failed. It's just can't get off my mind. And it seem that i'm happy but actual fact i'm not. I was just pretending that i'm fine because i can't be selfish. I don't wish to see my friends around me to worry about me. But once again, i disappoint them again and again. Sorry people i just can't face the reality. I hate myself for being this way. I know i'm bad.. I don't deserve anything.

  -I just took things for granted- 

Exams are over!
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But i'm still stress out)':
Argh, i still can't.
I wanted to run as far as i can. But, i failed, i realise i can't run that far:o
I wanted to scream out loud! And, again i failed, i realise i can't shout cause people might think i'm crazy-.-
I wanted to smile. Yet, again i failed, i realise all my smile have fading! ox
I wanted to stop everything. Again and again i failed, i realise i can't stop but to continue):

     In this particular world, i am found!          
   And i was found alone instead with you   
  No more you by my side...                             
  Laughter and smile were all gone.

  I can't be selfish.
Life still go on.